what's next?

bismillahirrahmanirrahim.

alhamdulillah.

selesai sudah presentation utk business planning project.

next,business law test.

and that is tomorrow.

keep me strong ya Allah.

no other words.

in the name of Allah the most gracious most merciful.

Allah sometimes gives and sometimes takes. He is sometimes pleased and sometimes displeased with our deeds. Whether a thing is beneficial or harmful to me, I will remain firm in my belief and remain thankful to my Creator.

He knows best.

in the name of Allah, the most Gracious,most Merciful.

speechless.
i'm forcing myself to put a smile in my face.
yes.Allah knows best.
maybe i should put some more effort next time.
He wants me to be more focus and serious in study.
in fact in everything i do, i should do it seriously.
i thought i am serious enough but i'm not.
i know this is not the end of everything.or even anything.

o Allah,
keep me strong,
please make this easy for me,
and show me your way...
amin.

an email to a sister :)

ngah :)

ku baru habis group meeting.

i did get your msg but further reply wont help i think.

u need time to cool down.

ku faham je ape mu rasa because the same thing happens to me almost everyday.

learning is on going process and u cant just get everything in one time.

and,along the way,we'll come across problems and difficulties and those are all precious experiences.

ku selalu fikir,for everything that happens,there must be the time line.

jadi,kalau rasa macam terseksa sket,ku tau,this will come to an end soon.

like walking in a tunnel,you'll see the light at the end of the road as long as you keep walking.

that is life.

setiap masalah mesti ada solution.

and Allah has create problem for us so that,we always get back to Him as we always overjoyed with all the nikmat.

so,get back to Him,ask for strength,guidence,confidence and may He eased our way herein and in the hereafter.

amin :)

hope this help.for me and for u.

sebab,bercakap lagi sng dr nk apply.

me love u.

go angah!

lesson learnt.

bismillah.

subhanallah.alhamdulillah.allahuakbar.

on the way balik dari uni tadi,ada satu ayat yg berlegar-legar di kepala.

ayat yg lecturer ckp masa seminar financial management td.

dia kata, "in finance, we're always looking ahead."

dlm hati,aku sambung, 'so do in life'.spontan.

aku kembali berfikir.mungkin betul.

dulu,semasa zaman jahiliyah,orang-orang kafir membunuh bayi perempuan, merompak, berzina,minum arak.namakan apa sahaja yang tidak elok,semua mereka lakukan.

tapi,bila cahaya islam dtg,mereka tinggalkan semuanya,dan melaksanakan tanggungjawab syahadah.syahadah itu bukan sekadar mengulanginya acap kali kita solat,tp pembuktian syahadah itu yang lebih penting.

orang-orang ini menjadi logam.logam agama.

sejarahnya,mereka jahil.kemudian,merekalah mujahid.subhanallah.

tanpa menoleh ke belakang,mereka mara menegakkan syahadah.

tapi,seperti kata seorang hamba Allah ni, "sometimes, we should look back to evaluate ourselves and not forgetting others".

betul juga sbb salah satu cara untuk mendidik diri sendiri (tarbiyah zdatiyah) adalah dengan bermuhasabah.

subhanallah.

semoga hari ini lebih baik dr semalam dan esok lebih baik dari hari ini.

permudahkan lah ya Allah.

hati.

bismillah.

subhanallah.alhamdulillah.allahuakbar.

dulu,aku pernah berharap agar Allah jadikan hati manusia itu transparent.

dgn alasan,mudah aku tahu isi hatinya.

mudah aku faham kehendaknya.

mudah aku menjaga hatinya.

dan tahu juga apa yg disimpan dalam hatinya.

tapi,aku sendiri tak mahu org lain melihat hati ini.

mungkin hitam.

mungkin busuk.

tapi yg pasti,byk rahsia hati dan itu,antara aku dan Allah.

sesungguhnya hanya Allah yg mengetahui segala isi hati.

tapi,bila Allah datangkan ujian yg kadang-kadang menguji hati, dan melibatkan hati orang lain, mahu saja minta kepada Allah agar dibuka hijab hatinya.

iAllah,ini yang terbaik.

biar segala isi dunia pun membenciku, aku tahu Allah tetap di situ,menabur cinta infiniti.

Allah...

kenapa perlu kecewa?

bismillah.

alhamdulillah.alhamdulillah.alhamdulillah.

dalam hidup setiap orang,banyak nikmat yg Allah bagi tak kira sama ada kita Islam atau bukan,sama ada kita miskin atau kaya,sama ada kita cantik atau tak,Allah tetap bersifat pemurah.jadi kalau Allah ambil sedikit dari nikmat tu, dan tinggalkan sebahagian yg byk utk kita terus menikmatinya, kenapa perlu kecewa?

kenapa perlu?

padahal,itu mmg milik Allah.

dan mungkin,Allah merindui rintihan hambaNya.

atau mungkin,Allah sudah aturkan rancangan yang lebih baik.

bersyukurlah :)

oh hati,tak perlu kecewa.Allah ada and He knows best. :)